SUNRISE

2009 brings new friends, new places, and new experiences.

This year brings the end of my schooling and a new leaf of

my life and so I'm trying my best to put a positive step

forward towards life after school!

I'll be taking as many photos, drawing as many drawings,

and living as much as I can over this year making sure I

don't have any regrets. This is an affirmation of me.

STICK TO YOUR GUNS

Yes I know I'm late to the band wagon but my mates just got me into them!

Check out their myspace and this video

WAKE UP

Wake up, open your eyes,

pull back the curtain, surprise!

Push back the political spoon,

be ready to draw on high noon.

They're slaggin' nerve gas,

be ready to hold fast.

CLOUDS

Hollowness resounds inside this chasm,

attempting to hold onto what was never there.

Lost in a sea of insecurity the waves crash over me,

the light flickers through the ageless blue.

I'm looking towards the sky yet I'm still drowning,

wishing I was upon the ships of the sky.

Only in my dreams I am granted to fly.

THE NEW YEAR

And so another vicious cycle begins.

Hard work and a lot of fun, in order

to have fun you've got do the hard work

to enjoy the fun.

Enjoy your new years, make the most of everyday.

SANTA

Merry Christmas to all who read this, may you have a lovely Christmas

however you may celebrate it. Enjoy spending time with the family.

With all my love, xxx

YOU CANT COUNT THIS ONE ON YOUR FINGERS

After all this time,

I still don't know what I'm doing here.

What I've done, not worth a dime,

Who I'm growing into, is what I fear.

A journey like a winding river,

contemplating the future makes me shiver.

A galleon in the pacific,

going no where in specific.

HORIZONS

Sheer​ white​ sheet​s now blood​ spatt​ered,​
the words​ you said,​ I'm not flatt​ered.​

I'm afrai​d you broug​ht the plagu​es,​
becau​se greed​ is blind​,​ nothi​ng you will find.​

Uncle​nch and embra​ce,​
the vice of death​ you must face.​

Bring​ this horiz​on swift​ and fast,​
imper​manen​ce at last.​

DEMISE

Time and time again your voice rings,

hollow words echo inside me.

Your fangs sunk deep and devoured what was,

every solitary moment is plagued by what you've done.

Why couldn't you leave me be?

NO, you left me for the wolves.

Now you are you're own demise,

take your guilt and leave, BITCH!

HOLLOW WORDS

For months you filled my ears with sweet nothings,
and just like you, none of them stayed.

After every intimate encounter you made me feel worthless,
like a black widow, you sucked the life outta me!

The fabric of our relationship had frayed,
and you tore the last strand.

So here's to us princess, you sorry waste of a soul.

Now fuck this shit, GO!