NAIVE

Call me naive but who says one can't love at this age?
I've found a girl who sees me just like everyone else,
but she has taken my armour off and found what lies within.

It's my nature trust easily but she has redefined my definition
of trust completely. I look back on days gone and wonder what
this year would have been like without her; nothing comes to mind.

We live too shorter lives not to love, if not to live in service for another
then what is the point of living at all?
I enjoy every moment of her company and our friendships grow day
in day out, so all I wish to do is thank for the ultimate gift of friendship.
Everything else she has given me is icing on the cake.

SLEEPING SICKNESS

The only person I want, I need right now is the only person I can't have.
Hopefully this galleon of sleep will take me to where she is.
Against the eb and flow of the ocean, they say drowning is peaceful.
I'll just follow your star like the lighthouse by the pier.
Sleep is where I'm always with you.

COMING TOGETHER

Well I've finally got a band together and we've recorded one demo track with four more on the way! I've got a course for photography in my sights and all the worry I've been having is dissipating. Like pulling thread and the fabric coming together I think I might make it. I guess being naive is better than nothing at all, because I don't want to fade to black.

The only thing chaining me to the ground is school, but it's a double edged sword as I need it to get into my course... Just gotta ride this tsunami into shore, gotta keep afloat, gotta keep breathing.

When you've got everything to lose

I've finally found a goal to work towards, and I couldn't be happier. I'm hoping to get into a diploma of photoimaging at the Southbank Institute of TAFE. Thankfully the prerequisites are a decent portfolio which I know I can nail. It's two years full time at night so I'm going to try and start it in 2011. School is still fucked up and so hypocritical, all they do is focus their attention on the exterior and the physical instead of the teaching and quality of the teachers. I'm clawing at the door to get out...

On the other hand I'm afraid to be alone, because I'm allowed to think. To be honest I've been taking one of the closest people to me for granted. This society is about security and with security comes comfort; when this happens we start taking things for granted. I hope to never make this mistake again, although I'm the last person I'd trust.

Passenger Seat

'A constant feeling of motion,
Trees move by as fast as life.
Window rolled down,
Wind caressing my hair.
Nothing matters anymore,
I just smile.'