A FIRE IN MY HEART

I can't for the life of me separate myself from this disdain and loathing of the hate of intoxicated people. Every time I hear about it and or witness it, it only makes me sick in the stomach; it creates a fire in my heart. I swear it will be the eventual breakdown of myself but it's something I can't rid my heart of. I can't sit here and watch this society fall into decadence otherwise it will be me falling. I suppose I have to just let it go, put it to the back of my mind and close my eyes. My music seems to be the only release these days...