Sunday, November 29, 2009
THE FACTORY
Welcome to the factory.
Where we churn out mass amounts of company.
Watch our underground films,
gritty pornographic low budget stills.
Going out even if you want to stay home,
Shadows and footsteps of people you don't know
The luggage under your eyes,
open long enough to see your star shine.
The show is a masquerade,
silly masks on to the road to fame
Your hopes and dreams,
fake courage behind the scenes
Fake smile, hidden rebel child
every truth backed with denial
At last there's an end
on this life behind the lens
A search light to the night
shake my teenage tears
into adult aches
crafting my greatest fears
Simple words never enough
photo shoots form a training ground
miles away from home
WE NEVER MADE IT
PLAY CRACK THE SKY
We sent out the S.O.S. call.
It was a quarter past four, in the morning
When the storm broke our second anchor line.
Four months at sea. Four months of calm seas {only}
To be pounded in the shallows off the tip of Montauk Point.
They call 'em rows. They travel fast and alone.
One hundred foot faces of God's good ocean gone wrong.
What they call love is a risk,
'Cause you will always get hit
Out of nowhere by some wave
And end up on your own.
The hole in the hull defied the crew’s attempts,
To bail us out.
And flooded the engines and radio,
And half buried bow.
Your tongue is a rudder.
It steers the whole ship.
Sends your words past your lips
Or keeps them safe behind your teeth.
But the wrong words will strand you.
Come off course while you sleep.
Sweep your boat out to sea
Or dashed to bits on the reef.
The vessel groans
The ocean pressures its frame.
To the port I see the lighthouse
Through the sleet and the rain.
And I wish for one more day to give my
Love and repay debts.
But the morning finds our bodies washed up thirty miles west.
They say that the captain stays fast with the ship,
Through still and storm,
But this ain't the Dakota,
And the water's so cold,
{We} won't have to fight for long.
(This is the end.)
This story's old but it goes on and on until we disappear,
(This is the calm.)
Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath,
(We are the risen.)
I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea,
(After the storm.)
I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean,
(Rest in the sea.)
I know that this is what you want, a funeral keeps both of us apart.
(Washed up on the beach.)
You know that you are not alone, I need you like water in my lungs.
This is the end.
Friday, November 27, 2009
NETWORK
I don't have to tell you things are bad. Everybody knows things are bad. It's a depression. Everybody's out of work or scared of losing their job. The dollar buys a nickel's worth, banks are going bust, shopkeepers keep a gun under the counter. Punks are running wild in the street and there's nobody anywhere who seems to know what to do, and there's no end to it. We know the air is unfit to breathe and our food is unfit to eat, and we sit watching our TVs while some local newscaster tells us that today we had fifteen homicides and sixty-three violent crimes, as if that's the way it's supposed to be!
We know things are bad - worse than bad, They're crazy! It's like everything everywhere is going crazy, so we don't go out anymore. We sit in the house, and slowly the world we are living in is getting smaller, and all we say is, 'Please, at least leave us alone in our living rooms. Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel-belted radials and I won't say anything. Just leave us alone!' Well, I'm not gonna leave you alone! I want you to get MAD! I don't want you to protest. I don't want you to riot - I don't want you to write to your congressman because I wouldn't know what to tell you to write. I don't know what to do about the depression and the inflation and the Russians and the crime in the street. All I know is that first you've got to get mad! You've got to say, "I'm a HUMAN BEING, GODDAMNIT! My LIFE has VALUE!!"
So, I want you to get up now. I want all of you to get up out of your chairs. I want you to get up right now, and go to the window, open it, and stick your head out and yell: "I'm as mad as hell, and I'm not going to take this anymore!!" I want you to get up right now, sit up, go to your windows, open them and stick your head out and yell - 'I'm as mad as hell and I'm not going to take this anymore!'
Things have got to change. But first, you've gotta get mad!... You've got to say, 'I'm as mad as hell, and I'm not going to take this anymore!' Then we'll figure out what to do about the depression and the inflation and the oil crisis. But first get up out of your chairs, open the window, stick your head out, and yell, and say it: I'M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!
We know things are bad - worse than bad, They're crazy! It's like everything everywhere is going crazy, so we don't go out anymore. We sit in the house, and slowly the world we are living in is getting smaller, and all we say is, 'Please, at least leave us alone in our living rooms. Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel-belted radials and I won't say anything. Just leave us alone!' Well, I'm not gonna leave you alone! I want you to get MAD! I don't want you to protest. I don't want you to riot - I don't want you to write to your congressman because I wouldn't know what to tell you to write. I don't know what to do about the depression and the inflation and the Russians and the crime in the street. All I know is that first you've got to get mad! You've got to say, "I'm a HUMAN BEING, GODDAMNIT! My LIFE has VALUE!!"
So, I want you to get up now. I want all of you to get up out of your chairs. I want you to get up right now, and go to the window, open it, and stick your head out and yell: "I'm as mad as hell, and I'm not going to take this anymore!!" I want you to get up right now, sit up, go to your windows, open them and stick your head out and yell - 'I'm as mad as hell and I'm not going to take this anymore!'
Things have got to change. But first, you've gotta get mad!... You've got to say, 'I'm as mad as hell, and I'm not going to take this anymore!' Then we'll figure out what to do about the depression and the inflation and the oil crisis. But first get up out of your chairs, open the window, stick your head out, and yell, and say it: I'M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I'M NOT GOING TO TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!
UPDATES, I GUESS?
Finished school and couldn't be happier, the conclusion of my schooling years marks the end of an era as it has been for every other 17 or 18 year old across the country. The transition was smooth and didn't really feel much different to that of holidays, eager!
Making the most of these celebrations I've been out and about every day this week hanging with mates who aren't at schoolies and just enjoying people's company. It's great I love it, hence why I'm making the most of it before full time work comes around in the new year ahah but I'm looking forward to that as Apple called me yesterday on the bus. The woman explained my application had be shortlisted for next years applicants as they already had enough staff for the Christmas holidays. So I've got my fingers crossed I'm one of those picked as it would be a dream come true!
The next few weeks are going to be intense as I leave for Hobart on Tuesday the 1st of December till the 9th for my last schools nationals. I will have an apartment all to myself and a mate for the week overlooking the Dermont River with a great book to read and a guitar to learn :)
As soon as I arrive home it's jet-setting time to the coast for family holidays at Caloundra, where the beach beckons my name every morning; two weeks in paradise. Then finally finishing the year with numerous extended family outings and lunches, gotta love having an Irish family...
Nice to spill my mind again, hope you keep reading whoever you are.
xxx
Making the most of these celebrations I've been out and about every day this week hanging with mates who aren't at schoolies and just enjoying people's company. It's great I love it, hence why I'm making the most of it before full time work comes around in the new year ahah but I'm looking forward to that as Apple called me yesterday on the bus. The woman explained my application had be shortlisted for next years applicants as they already had enough staff for the Christmas holidays. So I've got my fingers crossed I'm one of those picked as it would be a dream come true!
The next few weeks are going to be intense as I leave for Hobart on Tuesday the 1st of December till the 9th for my last schools nationals. I will have an apartment all to myself and a mate for the week overlooking the Dermont River with a great book to read and a guitar to learn :)
As soon as I arrive home it's jet-setting time to the coast for family holidays at Caloundra, where the beach beckons my name every morning; two weeks in paradise. Then finally finishing the year with numerous extended family outings and lunches, gotta love having an Irish family...
Nice to spill my mind again, hope you keep reading whoever you are.
xxx
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
DROWN YOURSELF
I'm lost in a world of thoughts I didn't think I wouldn't find myself in a hurry.
Torn between full steam ahead and motionless, caught in a hurricane that doesn't budge.
So many doors without keys to unlock them.
I thought you said this would be easy, I'm falling from the over-crowded cliff; one by one they jump.
Treasures locked deep are the masses' rations, thrown carelessly in handfuls to the ravenous mouth.
"Did it even mean that much to you, or was it for the mouth value?"
Maybe the value was even too much to keep those closest to you, to keep you to the closest.
Drown yourself with a bottle of time and a shot of gossip, tell all your friends; tell them all.
Torn between full steam ahead and motionless, caught in a hurricane that doesn't budge.
So many doors without keys to unlock them.
I thought you said this would be easy, I'm falling from the over-crowded cliff; one by one they jump.
Treasures locked deep are the masses' rations, thrown carelessly in handfuls to the ravenous mouth.
"Did it even mean that much to you, or was it for the mouth value?"
Maybe the value was even too much to keep those closest to you, to keep you to the closest.
Drown yourself with a bottle of time and a shot of gossip, tell all your friends; tell them all.
REVIVAL
Hey guys sorry about the lack of posts, if anyone reads them that is aha.
Today was awesome as I had a lunch date with Vanessa where we were supposed to get married but that fell through :(
Sushi was on the menu and she shouted me which was extremely kind of her however I got her in trouble for being late off her lunch brake! Oops...
Following our deep conversation I traversed the city and eventually caught the bus to athletics training at St. Lucia. I was a rather early so found a soft patch of grass and drifted off for an hour listening to Brand New. Now I'm at home after a nice coffee with dad and shit is sweet :)
Let me know about your day!
Today was awesome as I had a lunch date with Vanessa where we were supposed to get married but that fell through :(
Sushi was on the menu and she shouted me which was extremely kind of her however I got her in trouble for being late off her lunch brake! Oops...
Following our deep conversation I traversed the city and eventually caught the bus to athletics training at St. Lucia. I was a rather early so found a soft patch of grass and drifted off for an hour listening to Brand New. Now I'm at home after a nice coffee with dad and shit is sweet :)
Let me know about your day!
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